→ let's play pretend.: During the time that you haven’t talked to me at all this weekend, I...
During the time that you haven’t talked to me at all this weekend, I came to not realize, because I already knew this, but bring more attention to the fact that you will always put me on the back burner and pull me out whenever you feel like it. I’m just there for you to “feel human” again because you’re always doped up on some sort of drug and to feel like a human, one must have compassion and I’m the only person there for you at the moment to show whatever love and compassion you have left and I’m tired of you just pulling my card only for your soul purposes. I wish I could just walk away, but it’s so hard because I keep thinking that you will change, but you won’t. People cannot change back into the person they once were, they only move forward, whether it be negatively or positively, inn your case, it’s negative. You know I love you and you know I’m always going to be there for you, that’s why you do what you do and you come back whenever you feel like keeping in mind that I’ll still be here. It sucks knowing that I’m that reliable, yet that much of a pushover. I don’t know what more to say..
No one even reads these posts that I sit here in aggravation to type up, but whatever. Enjoy your night, everyone.
If what we have isn’t a relationship, then I don’t know what the fuck is. So stop telling me that we’re not in a relationship.
Telling someone constantly that you love them and having sex with them and doing couple stuff isn’t a relationship? Since when?
Why am I even bothering with you anymore?
I give up.
Anonymous: because you have the handwriting of a musician. lol lovely blog btw
I’ll take that as a compliment any day haha, thank you
